Scottyboo's Journals

I can't help but....

I can't help but think this is all my fault that i've lost my best friend,That i've messed it all up.

I can't help but think That i've gone and messed atound leaving him out and not helping out.

Ryan you were my best friend and i couldn't even stop you from killing yourself. im so sorry that i haveb't helped at all. Even though you said i did. you said to me i was the best person in the world and i feel that i've let you down. I know you will never read this but i want you to know i love you like a brother man! and im gunna miss you so fucking much everyday!of my life.

R.I.P

Ryan Jason Tompson.

You fucking rock man! love you to death!

on her request...

Okei peoples out there!

There is this really amazing person and she wants to kill her self because she doesn't think any one cares.

But we all know that everyone cares and she wants me to prove it to her so im going to.

You must be 100% honest!

don't lie i need you people to be honest.

Show her she is loved and that shes amazing!

comment on this please and

Her name is melissa

her username is killxusxall

Thanks.

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Okay now i know i have been writting in my journal alot.

But this time i need these people to know i care about them.

Diana

Ryan

Mellissa

Rachel

Samm

claire bear

Paige

Josh

Hilda

Heaps of others but these are the main ones.

I love them to death and dat will never ever change.

I figured something.

Yupp i have.

I've figured that if you dont have real friends you really will be boring as hell!

Even if you don't know them they will still be there holding you up?

I came to this site to see what it was like and its been the best site ever really.

I've met so many people out of this

and i love them all to bits i've gotten love from heaps of people but i really only come on her to talk to diana and Kc and claire and ryan and a few others.

They are the main friends on here they don't care what people think of them.Im glad i know them they are so close to me and nobodys gunna change that!

So you wanna mess wit them don't bother i'll be there waiting for you.And im never gunna let them fall cause lets just say im their gaurdian angel.

Well byezz!

hmm. i might leave.

Well some one has told other think im fake.soo to this im not gunna make myself prove to them that im not fake.Because i know who i am and really those people are fuckwits.So the reason why im still alive is cause of only a few people.

But thanks to these people who think im fake i wanna die and leave.

I didn't come here to get accused of eing fake i came to make more friends.

But by the looks of it nobody really cares how i may feel because lets just face it if they feel good nobody else shuld cause its their scene well guess what. Fuck you all who think im fake cause im nt and if you wanna argue came to me instead of talking about me behind my back.

The people i know,Know who i am,What i look like and how i act when im drunk.But people over the world can't handle having their life getting treated like shit so they go do it to others.

So if you wanna say someting about me say it to myface not behind my back. You make think your all that but try saying something mean to other peoples face then see how manly you are.

Im sick of people treating me like shit im not im scott im me nobody else im not a fake im real! but people just can't see that.

Hmm well to you who think im fake.

FUCK YOU!

Im not gunna act all nice and cherry any more to people who think im fake im not

So just say it to my face not behind me back ie!

So to those who care.

Im not leaving because of you im leaveing because of them.

Im sorry.

Im no good here anymore.

Yours sincerly.

Scott Richards.

Diana...

When i see your smile i get this feeling like no other has given me

When you say you love me i go all funny inside

When you talk to me i can't help but smile

When ever your on i automaticly go to you page just to say i love you.

There is no other like you

your so

BEAUTIFUL

AMAZING

FANTASTIC

PERFECT

CUTE

PRITTY

THE BESTEST!

your the main thing im living for i can't help but look at your photos.

Your my smexxi cuddlybear!

I love you baby!

LoVe YoUr TeDdYbEaR

xoxoxoxo my smexxi boo!

The affects of boredom.

My mom:Paige

My dad:Tyeson

My smexxi boo:DIANA!

My gay best friend:Trenton

My sister:Tashawasha

My brother:Trenton

My good Twin:Hilda

My evil twin:

My step sister:Rach

My step brother:

My step mom:

My step dad:

My best friend:KC

My lover:Diana

My gaurdian angel:Scott(different one)

My evil angel:Camron

My daughter:KC

My son:

Okay if you wanna be part of my family write a comment 2 me and tell me

The ones with names are already taken.

DIANA

Baby! i know i have already done a journal but still i love you more than anything in this world! you make my darkest days soo broght your the one keeping me alive your so amazing in everyway! your soo funny and cute and ahh! there are no words to explain you!Your the best thing that has ever happened to me! your the one i love and miss every day!

U have the most amazingist thing ever!

I love you baby!

My smexxi cudllybear!

Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Claire!!

Claire bear.

She's there for me,One of my bffs,The most weirdest person you could ever talk to.

She's there for me when im down and didnt wanna live any longer.

She makes me smile by saying a cheesy joke.

She is claire and nobody can replace her woot woot go claire!

Claire im glad your my friend im gad i met you!

Thank you claire for all you've done.

Peopleees!

Mmk update....

Paige had a tumor Thats why she was only gunna have 5 months but now they have gotten rid of it. But still they arn't totally sure if she will live but shes coming home next week and as you will all know we are sharing a profile!