I tried to let go but kept holding on.Why can't i just fall?

About Me

I'd assume the "About Me" section is a good space to express your pride, likes, dislikes, love, discontent, brag or boast, tell the truth, or even lie. Bitter, insincere, even defensive.
This is how I act towards people I don't know, I wonder any of you stick around. I often have too much to say once provoked.
Over time I've learned to just be quiet.
A good way to cope with a trait that does nothing good for you.
We each build ourselves in a fashion we see fit.
I've forged many of my own memories, unwilling to let many things leave and impact on my life. I take what people tell me happened in an experience as my own. I prefer to use an alias to my own birth-given name.
I like to remain subtle, quiet, an observer.

The people I choose to be apart of my life, are the ones who have proven themselves to me. I don't waste my times on chances, half-ass analysis, or the like. Everything takes time, effort, and consideration, on all sides.

Basically I'm just an 17 year old boy trying to find my place.
I'm looking for a job, but due to the fact that I have facial piercings and that apparently makes me a crazy Satan worshipper, it's proving difficult.

So many things annoy the fuck out of me.
Bad grammar for one.
I can understand bad spelling. Some people just can't remember certain words.
But if you don't know the difference between "your" and "you're", then I'm sorry, but you're a fucking moron.
I've been told that I'm quite intimidating to talk to but there's no need to feel intimidated.
I'm just like any other kid who uses this site.
But I seriously don't have the willpower to come on here everyday.
Sorry if i either ignore you, or block you.
You've been warned.

My Interests

Music

Escape the fate and bullet for my valentine.

Movies

Television

Books